Fear is a poor motivating principle and yet it is all too often at the root of my action or lack thereof. This must change. I must change this. (aside: Bart at the blackboard: “I will use active voice”). Denial is corrosive.
Sitting for the first time in many months, I find I am unfamiliar with my own form. I no longer fit in myself. I have gown fuzzier and more diffuse in the last year. I have, perhaps inevitably, lost some focus. I must recenter. I have been sleeping and things have changed that must be remade. I must rediscover the way. This is not impossible. It must be done. I must do it.
Sitting for the first time in many months, I find I am unfamiliar with my own form. I no longer fit in myself. I have gown fuzzier and more diffuse in the last year. I have, perhaps inevitably, lost some focus. I must recenter. I have been sleeping and things have changed that must be remade. I must rediscover the way. This is not impossible. It must be done. I must do it.
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